It's been over a year since I've been on here- and there have been so many changes.
Firstly, I no longer live in Jersey. I've moved to England last August, which at first I was really excited for, but when I got here I was like "Oh shit".
They spoke like aliens at first, all northern and strange - but I've just about got the hang of it now :L. I was at my new high school for a few months, it was going well and I got into a relationship. Heres the problem, I was trying to kid myself I didn't miss Jersey and everyone there, I guess I wanted to move on as quickly and painlessly as possible, but by pretending I made matters worse. So yeah, I had a boyfriend, and he started to notice I wasn't a very happy person (woop de doo) so we were together for about... mmm lemme count... 3/4 months? And all the while I just kept comparing him to my previous boyfriend in jersey who I was with for a year or two (bare in mind it was on and off all the time) and we eventually split. I'm glad we did because I needed to get myself sorted and prepared for the exams ahead.
They went better than I expected actually, parents very proud and so on.
So during the summer just gone, I had a big personal change, which all in all has made me very happy. I went back to Jersey on holiday for 10 days, which brought back so many memories and happiness, and I can cope with it now, I look back and I don't hurt at all. I saw my ex though, the one I was with for a year or so? Yeah, he was stood outside the bus stop as I was coming back from... I can't remember what now, but thats irrelevant. So yeah, he was there, making out with his new girlfriend (Insert stabbing pain in chest here) and I pretended not to notice and got on the bus.
Looking back, I'm glad I saw that. It helped me move on a lot.
So now I'm in my first year of Sixth Form (I'm not sure what they call it in America...) and I've taken Art (Of course) English Literature, History and French.
I adore History so much, and I think thats where I'm going to end up career wise and keep art as a hobbie - for many reasons. Mostly because I know if I end up with a career in art, I'll never fully love it, whereas a hobbie is much better.
And yes, I am once again in a relationship - And completely in love at that.
He's off to University next year, and I'll be in my final year.
So that's all, lifes good.
Wouldn't change it for the world. (Except maybe a bit more sunshine pleasethanks?)
Chao.






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